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June 5th, 2004
12:43 pm

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Ready for the goodbyes. Ready for the hatred. Ready for the bitching
I just read the entire book Blister In one sitting. Three times. Maybe you've read it. Maybe you haven't. But I love it. The sneakiness of the whole book...Just makes me excited.


I hate them. I can't stand them. Going behind my back and talking about me, like i wont ever find out.

I do love you Mike. And I will always be there for you. But just remember..WHO was it who said you would regret going out with her..just think about it..

-cough-me-cough-


-Megan

She admitted! But she explained. Understandable.

that seriously was the most unnecessary conversation i have ever read, you two should not be talking its just stupid because you both dont like each other and it just gets you both upset..mike you're way to hard on yourself, you're a great guy and i just wish for once you would see it in yourself..dont listen to what amanda says she's just bitter and has unchanneled anger, if she ever ims you again the best advice i could give you is to just block her, its probably what you should have done in the first place..::sighs:: i hate people.

<3

^^^ Tina

NEVER in all the years that we've known each other has she said anything like that to me. Never. I'm always the one who has to make her better, because she makes stupid descions. I'm sick of having to pick up her pieces. She never pick up mine. The biggest thing that should would've had to pick me up on was Mike. But instead of helping me, she becomes his newest love craze. He left me for her. It hurt. But I've moved on. I'm not obsesseing over him. Regardless of what all his friends say. I just think its rather rude, obnoxious and gay to leave someone for her/his best friend. That's my opinon.

Tina: Perhaps you should lean on someone else from now on. Because you're a great actor. But you suck on stage. For all I care, I'm happy with what Josh did. You had it comming. Go ahead hate me, but its time for a shocker from me to you. All you can ever do is say something behind my back, and be your normal self to my face. I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being the last person to know everything. I'm sick of picking you up. I'm sick of everything Tina. I'm just sick of it.

Fuck it, Bring on the goodbyes. Bring on the hatred. Bring on the Bitching

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June 4th, 2004
03:25 pm

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From what I remember..
Monday: Woke up, went to Tim Hortons with my dad. Came home, walked to the parade with my entire family. Expect my poppy. It made me sad. Came home, I dont remember what else we did. Maybe we drove out to Eastern? I dunno.

Tuesday: Went to school, pretty fuckin sweet day. At 2:05 I left history and went to orchestra. It was sweet. I saw Brad, I got a hug from Brad. Got THREE BASSES RULE THE WORLD (FOREVER) shirts. Pretty sweet day as was said earlier.

Wednesday: Stayed home cause I got home that morning. And uh..I woke up at 1:30 PM, I was kinda pissed though. Wasted half my day sleeping. Went to school at about 5 for choir practice. Then at like..6:00 Danielle, Kirsten and I walked up to McDonalds. Cassie shortly joined us. It was sweet. I GOT STARRY JUB JUB!! That was great, Stephanie was like, What jub jub. It was soo funny.

Thursday: The day..was so long. I couldn't wait until the night. It was the first night of the Pops concert. Best. Night. Ever. So, Cassie and I were waiting for my mom and her dad, and Josh comes out of fucking no where screamin like a banchee and whipping his t*shirt around. So he runs past me, and it hit me in the face! I was like..OW! JOSH THAT HURT!! he was like OMG IM SO SORRY and rushed over and gave me a hug, which I immediatly accepted. He's so durn cute. Then he ran to his car, and hung out the window and was waving like the queen. It was soo funny. I like Fare thee well Queen Josh! It was the best. Cassie and I were rollin oh man!!! But after school was the Ice Cream Sundae party in the orc. room for the Symphony Orc. It was soo much fun. EVAN ATE ICE CREAM!! BRAD WAS THERE!! WEEEEEEEEEE! lol, it was awesome. Brad's such a bum. He had on Water shoes!!! Not His reg. kohls ones. So yeah, Evan drove me home, it was fun. We talked about who we liked and didn't in orchestra. Sometimes I feel bad for him though. Hes so durn cute, and like..no one but me, jenny and kerry like him. It's sad. Then...Brad came over!! Weee that was def. fun. He got his cookies, we hung out.. Good times. Good conversations.

Today: Not a whole lot happened...YET! Well...Tonights the FINAL POPS CONCERT!!! :'( It's so sad. Asia's gonna cry. I know it. She did last night. I was about to cry THEN BILLY OPENED HIS DAMN MOUTH!! Then..that...*shudders* horrible..man like voiced girl Victoria sits RIGHT BEHIND ME and her..little tiny friend, I dont know what her name was, but all they did was talk and laugh. It was soo annoying. But..Im only in one show..so after Material Girl, I'm not goin downstairs, Im haulin ass to get to the front door to be let in...so that I can see the Disney one, and I'm not in ANYTHING ELSE!! except Lean on me, but thats everyone..and my parents are commin. Im so excited. I think what really got me goin was the warm up. That was the coolest thing I have ever been a part of. Seriously. everyone was participating. It was so...awe inspiring.

Alright, I'm pretty much done.

Everyone rocked last night. And tonight will be 1,000 percent better.

Much Much Much Love.

Ecspecially tho's in Choir. Man...Its awesome to be a part of that.

Love always,

Amanda

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Current Music: Unaffected - Hoobastank..

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June 3rd, 2004
04:45 pm

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Brad was just here..and..now im bored
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makes them like "Diamonds in the
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And..Im out.

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June 2nd, 2004
08:09 pm

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So..Im done.
Wow, Did I mention how much I dont like people. Seriously. Im pretty much Done with Tina, Josh, Mike, Megan..just pretty much everyone. I'm bitter. You'll regret ever going out with me.

So..fuck you. I'm done!!

Later,

Amanda

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May 19th, 2004
03:59 pm

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2 Chaldeans and A white girl
Today was pretty good.

1st hour: Worked on Do you love me pratically the whole class. Then after class I asked Mr. Cleveland if it was possible for me to Play Will in the Pops Concert. He said yes! I was soooo excited!! The excitement has since died away. I might ask Brad if I could borrow his, Since you know my mom BROKE WILL!

2nd hour: HORRIBLE! I had to do my speech today. Well after I got home last night, at like..ten to ten, I filmed it. I was soo tired. My mom is HORRIBLE at camera work. Ok the speech was on making a deep dish apple pudding pie. It was supposed to be 6 minutes long. How long was mine? 18 minutes. Gotta fuckin love it. So, Gonch is watchin it, and its gettin close to the end and he's like, "Amanda is this almost over?" I was like "I dunno Gonch..Im sleepin'" He got mad. Haha.

3rd hour: I was totally pissed cause my speech was 18 minutes long, and Gonch kept yellin at me. Then to top it off! The seniors pulled the gayest prank ever. Let's put Zip ties all the lockers of the siblings of Seniors. It pissed me off..So much. I had a shitload of stuff in my locker AND I had to put my pan thingy in there, but NOOOOOOOOOOOO! They had to pull the gayest prank EVER!!!! So I walked into Mrs. Guzzio's room and started snappin at everyone. I grabbed some scissors and told Mrs. Guzzio that I was going to fix my locker. Then this lady was already clippin them off. So that was cool.

4th hour: Second best class of the day. I swear. Today was just awesome. I had this white lotion out on my desk, and Mike came up and was talking to Travis. He was like "Bro I dare you to go up to go Siebarth and say, 'I had an accident.'. Travis said it was gay and wouldn't do it. So Matt came in and did it. It was hilarious. Mr. Siebarth just looked at him, tired to keep a straight face and pointed at the sink. Funniest time, almost ever. Then after lunch, Mariam, Chrissy and I all took turns at being 2 chaldeans and one white girl. I wasn't ever the white girl, cause I was such an awesome Chaldean. It was great.

5th hour: I kept poking guys. The results go something like this:

Steven Wang : OH GOD!
Dustyn Liphardt : A little girly squeal
Ali Weinberger : OWW!
Jason Ricketts : Oooh Hooo
Jenny Chaldekas : ahh
The funniest would be Anterang.
I poked him, and AJ poked him at the same time, and he burped, EXTREMELY LOUD! It was soo funny. Steven, Jenny and I were laughing so hard. It was the best. Steven and I were already laughing from Dustyn.

6th hour : Wasn't all that bad. I just didn't really like Phil and David attacking me. For no reason. But, Billy wasn't all that bad today. He just basically asked me why I had an E..I was like..remember when I was gone for a while? and he was like yeah where were you. I said "Well the first time, I was in the hopstial..." "YOU WERE IN THE HOSPITAL?!" "uhh yeah..for a seizure then the other times were from Choir and he hasn't given me the work."

So, all in all today was pretty sweet.

And it just keeps gettin better.

My dads commin home with the Motorcycle today. Well I think he's home.

But BUCKS NOT ON!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

Neithers Brad. What the fuck!?

Ahh its all good.

Don't worry about it.

Amanda

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May 17th, 2004
07:39 pm

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Boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooored
ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Amanda M. Wynn
Age:: Guess
Height:: 5'10''
Natural hair colour:: Black?
Eye colour:: Changes..alot
Number of siblings:: 1
Glasses/contacts?:: Glasses
Piercings:: No
Tattoos:: Not yet
Braces?:: Uhh No.
FAVOURITE
Colour:: Orange
Band:: Right now? Probably Hoobastank.
Song:: The reason
Stuffed animal:: Well..It WAS my panda..then..it..ahem died
Video game:: What?
TV show:: One Tree Hill
Movie:: Torque
Book:: Kerosene...FIRE!
Food:: Uh..MOGOLIAN BBQ!! muahahaha and soy sauce..lmao
Game on a cell phone:: Blackjack
CD cover:: The new NFG one
Flower:: Gerber Daisy
Scent:: The ocean
Animal:: Panda
Comic book:: Veronica and Betty - thats right.
Cereal:: Smorz
Website:: zenhex.com
Cartoon:: Simpsons
DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: Yes
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: No
Like to sing?:: Yes
Have a job?:: No
Have a cell phone?:: No
Like to play sports?:: Yes
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: No
Have a crush on someone?:: No
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: No
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: I think so
Have any special talents/skills?:: Yes
Excercise daily?:: I guess?
Like school?:: Who does?
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: If I concentrated...
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yeah no.
Speak any other languages?:: Kinda Spanish
Go a day without food?:: Yes
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: Who can't? BABYS!
Read music, not just tabs?:: Yes
Roll your tongue?:: Yes
Eat a whole pizza?:: No
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: No
Cried to get out of trouble?:: No
Gotten lost in your city?:: No...lol
Seen a shooting star?:: Yes
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: Not yet
Had a serious surgery?:: No
Stolen something important to someone else?:: No
Solved a rubiks cube?:: Not yet..gimme time..
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Of course
Cried over a girl?:: Over a girl? No. Guy? Yes
Cried over a boy?:: Oh! haha Silly Me! Sure have.
Kissed a random stranger?:: Uh No.
Hugged a random stranger?:: I think so.
Been in a fist fight?:: Yes
Been arrested?:: Not yet.
Done drugs?:: No. Never.
Had alcohol?:: Not really.
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Milk? No.
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: No...
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: Haha, I should do that.
Swore at your parents?:: Yes.
Been to warped tour?:: Not yet
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: Hells yeah.
Been in love?:: Yes
Been close to love?:: Uh..what?
Been to a casino?:: No
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: No
Broken a bone?:: Yes
Gotten stitches?:: Yes, My finger
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: Not yet
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: Milk is so gross.
Made homemade muffins?:: Hehe Yes
Bitten someone?:: Uh, My mom maybe?
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: Yes
More than 5 times?:: No
Been to niagra falls?:: No
Burped in someones face?:: No
Gotten the chicken pox?:: Yes
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: This morning?
Went to the bathroom:: Earlier..like..6
Saw a movie in theaters:: Long time ago..uhh Scary Movie three
Read a book:: Today in Math
Had a snow day:: Uhh...Winter?
Had a party:: January
Had a slumber party:: Shit......OOH! When i was 11
Made fun of someone:: Probably today.
Tripped in front of someone:: Shit..I dont fall.
Went to the grocery store:: Earlier today.
Got sick:: When I got of the hospital.
Cursed:: right now.
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: Fruit
Black/white:: Black
Lights on/lights off:: Off
TV/movie:: Movie
Car/truck:: Car
Body spray/lotion:: Lotion
Cash/check:: Cash
Pillows/blankets:: Blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: Headache
Paint/charcoal:: Charcoal
Chinese food/mexican food:: Chinese
Summer/winter:: Summer
Snow/rain:: Rain
Fog/misty:: Fog
Rock/rap:: Rock
Meat/vegetarian:: Meat..well certain kinds
Boy/girl:: Im a girl!
Chocolate/vanilla:: Vanilla..
Sprinkles/icing:: Both..
Cake/pie:: Neither
French toast/french fries:: Fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: Both
Ocean/swimming pool:: Ocean
Hugs/kisses:: Kisses
Cookies/muffins:: Muffins...
p33n/bewbz:: What?
Wallet/pocket:: Wallet
Window/door:: Window
Emo/goth:: Goth
Pink/purple:: Pink
Cat/dog:: Cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: Long
Pants/shorts:: Pants
Winter break/spring break:: Spring
Spring/autumn:: Spring
Clouds/clear sky:: Clear
Moon/mars:: Mars
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: Lots..
What are their names?:: can't name 'em all
Do you have a best friend?:: Yes
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: Yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: Now..Girl? I think
Have you ever lost a friend?:: Yes
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: Yes
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: JESUS THATS ALOT OF SOY SAUCE!
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: Yes
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: Lots o' stuff..at least I think so..
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: Lots o' stuffies
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: Yes
What friend have you known the longest?:: I dont know?
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: Yes
If so, what is it?:: No comment...
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: Not alot.
Do any of your friends drive?:: Yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: Yes - RIP Billy.
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: Screamed at passing by cars.
What do you think your friends think of you?:: I dunno?
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: Yes
If you have, with who?:: Mike
Are you single?:: Yes
Are you in a relationship?:: Yes
If so, for how long?:: Yes
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: Yes
What is your idea of the best date?:: Movies, Dinner, Romantic Shiot
What was your first kiss like?:: Ask Him.
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: Ask Him.
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: No
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: Ask Him.
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?:: Yes
Have you ever been dumped?:: Yes
Have you ever dumped someone?:: Yes
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: Ask Him.
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: Mike..lmao. Dont ask.
Hat:: Jeremy
Hard:: Lmao..No comment.
Free:: loader
Space:: Time
Taste:: Food
Good charlotte:: ...No
Red:: Jenny
Deep:: Ocean
Heart:: Buck
Cord:: Baby
Cheese:: lmao, Katie
Rain:: Fun
Work:: No
Pedal:: Bike
Head:: Haha Lavon
Bed:: SLEEP
Fluff:: y
Hardcore:: Travis
Race:: Run
Knife:: Cutter
Jump:: How high? lmao jk
I....
am:: Chaldean..BRO!
want:: Someone...
need:: Someone...
crave:: Someone...
love:: Someone...
hate:: Someone...
did:: Nothing today!
feel:: Sick
miss:: Buck and Mike
am annoyed by:: Story of the Year
would rather:: be..with..Him. He's up there somewhere.
am tired of:: Guys
will always:: be a Bass Player
SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: Rock
What time is it now?:: 8:16
What day is it?:: Monday
Whens the last time you called someone?:: Shit...yesterday..Jason..tellin him to get his ass..nevermind
How much money do you have right now?:: Well..Three hundred..I belive..
Are you hungry?:: No
Whatcha doin?:: This
Do you like parades?:: No!
Do you like the moon?:: Kinda
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: Get a popsicle
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: Yes!
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: To be able to fly, or to read the minds of others.
Have you ever had a picnic?:: Kinda
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: Yes!
What about sock em boppers?:: No, But my friend did, and I totally beat my other friend up with 'em against a tree.
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: No
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: Yes
pretty?:: Sometimes
sarcastic?:: Yes
lazy?:: Sometimes..When I wanna be
hyper?:: Not right now..
friendly?:: Yes
evil?:: Yes
smart?:: Yes
strong?:: Yes
talented?:: Yes
dorky?:: Yes!
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or dont know)
high:: Paige
skip:: Any Chaldean
dance:: Brittany
lonely:: Mike
pen:: Mariam
flower:: Sarah
window:: Phil
psycho:: Jenny...
brain freeze:: Tina
orange:: Nate
sassy:: Wtf?
jelly:: Jenny
FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: Its your choice man
love:: For
drunk drivers:: Against
airplanes:: For
war:: For
canada:: Against
united states:: Against
rock music:: For
gay marriage:: For
school:: For?
surveys:: For?
parents:: Meh
cars:: For
killing:: For
britney spears:: Against
coffee:: For
pants:: FOR!
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: Yes
Play strip poker?:: No
Run away?:: Yes
Curse at a teacher?:: Yes
Not take a shower for a week?:: No..
Ask someone out?:: Yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: No...
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: Yes
Go scuba diving?:: Yes
Write a book?:: Yes
Become a rockstar?:: Yes
Have casual sex?:: No....................dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot dot
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: Herbal Essence
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: Ask Him.
What kind of computer do you have?:: Shit..I dunno? Gateway? Soon to be a Dell.
What grade are you in?:: Guess.
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: No
Or just make out?:: Yes
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 1, Linkin Park
How many cds do you have?:: Lots
What time is it now?:: 8:23

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May 16th, 2004
02:16 pm

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You insist to pull me down...
Gotta love the fact of me working today. Bah. So boring. But all in, it's gonna be fun. I get to work with Ryan, Aki, Jenny, Tina, Kelly, Pat, Ayaka..and some other people. I got Jenny her birthday present. Good times. lol. But yeah, I totally found out that my friend is in love with me, and is obsessed with me. It's not Josh. But..Yeah.Gotta have love for those who.......I don't know where I was goin with that. Man, Brad and I..we're so tight. But..whatever. Not really. lol. Gotta love it.

Sometimes I really love Viva La Bam. But sometimes..I hate him. Like when he smashed his moms China Cabinet..that was crazy. But when he messes with Don Vito. Thats fucking great.

Alright! I must leave! WAL*MART HERE I COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love always,

Bucks manders

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May 14th, 2004
05:36 pm

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Er...fill it out?
1. My name:
2. Where did we meet:
3. Take a stab at my middle name:
4. How long have you known me:
5. How well do you know me:
6. Do I smoke:
7. When you first saw me, what was your impression:
8. My age:
9. My birthday:
10. Hair color:
11. Eye color:
12. Am I tall or short or average:
13. Do I have any siblings:
14. Who am I in love with:
15. What is one of my favorite things to do:
16. Do you remember one of the first things I said to you:
17. What's your funniest memory of me:
18. What's my favorite type of music:
19. What is my best feature:
20. Do you look up or down on me... as a person:
21. When you first saw me what did you think of me:
22. Am I a leader or a follower:
23. Am I shy or outgoing:
24. Can you picture me dancing':
25. Can you picture me rollin':
26. Would you say I am funny:
27. Would you consider me a friend:
28. Have you ever seen me cry:
29. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be:
30. What is your favorite thing to do with me:
31. Do I drink alcohol:
32. Do I do drugs:
33. Have I ever been there for you:
34. Do you love me:

A little cliche' I know. But whatever. Do it. Or I'll..throw..a stapler at you.

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Current Music: Numb...I need some fuckin juice

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May 13th, 2004
03:14 pm

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Oh man, people are so stupid.
How can guys be so fucking clueless and stupid?! I swear. The smartest guys I know are Josh and Brad. No joke.

SillyGrndm: Who the hell do you think you are, seriously. How can someone sink as low as a court order on a MINOR?! You had no right whatsoever to treat her the way you did. No one is that dumb. And technically from what she has told me, you could be in trouble with the law just as much as she would be, if she were to do anything to your precious girlfriend. She won't do anything. So just be a Man and drop the whole empty threat of a court order. The US and Michigan have much better things to be dealing with, then a petty empty threat case. For god's sake. Grow up. Oh and you're how old, like 18? You are considered a legal adult. Anything and everything you do with your 15 yr. old girlfriend, is considered illeagal. It's called Robbing the cradle. Read up on it.
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SillyGrndm: I leave you with, Grow up. Get some balls and stop being a little girl. It's sad how I'm only fourteen, and I'm more mature then you are. It's really sad. Don't you dare say that you never loved her, because you did.
SillyGrndm: Every guy says that they never loved there ex, but at one point they did.
SillyGrndm: Just like how you did love Tina.
cougarcrayzee: LOOK HERE
cougarcrayzee: u dumbass
cougarcrayzee: me and tina never had sex
SillyGrndm: Thanks! I know.
cougarcrayzee: i cant get in any trouble at all
cougarcrayzee: for one
SillyGrndm: Oh but you can.
cougarcrayzee: oh but i cant
SillyGrndm: Dating a minor is considered ILLEGAL!
SillyGrndm: Maybe you don't know that, but I do. Look it up.
cougarcrayzee: theres no such thing as legal dating u uidiot
SillyGrndm: Legal? Sure there is. Illegal? yes there is.
cougarcrayzee: no u dumb ass
cougarcrayzee: u dont sign papers to date someone
SillyGrndm: It's called dating a minor. 17 or younger is considered a minor.
SillyGrndm: Thanks I know.
cougarcrayzee: 18 or younger u dummy
SillyGrndm: No, when you're 18 you are a legal adult.
cougarcrayzee: ur like 4 how do u kno anything
SillyGrndm: 14.
cougarcrayzee: and anythign below 17 is a moinior
cougarcrayzee: ooo wow
cougarcrayzee: 14
SillyGrndm: Oh my god, get your facts straight.
SillyGrndm: Jesus, why don't re-read what you just sent.
cougarcrayzee: y dont u get a clue on life
SillyGrndm: For the love of God, you have got to be the dumbest person ever.
SillyGrndm: I have a clue on life!
SillyGrndm: It's that you're stupid.
cougarcrayzee: u cant get in trouble for "dating anyone" cuz all dating is is u and someoen hanging otu and stuff
SillyGrndm: It's sad that I know all of this and you don't.
cougarcrayzee: the only legal form of datign is marriage
SillyGrndm: God, you are so dumb
cougarcrayzee: ur dumb
SillyGrndm: Theres this thing called ORAL SEX! Maybe you've heard of it.
cougarcrayzee: my dad is a lawyer ok and i already wrent over all this with him
SillyGrndm: That is Illegal with a minor.
SillyGrndm: Oh ok.
cougarcrayzee: ok thats nice
SillyGrndm: That's not what I've heard.
cougarcrayzee: i didnt touch her tho
SillyGrndm: Sure didn't, but you asking her to do something, is wrong.
SillyGrndm: Lucky for you, she didn't want to have sex.
SillyGrndm: I leave you with that.
SillyGrndm: Ta.



Could people be any dumber????? Seriously. Omg..I hate people.

To sing this anthem...

Later

Manders

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May 12th, 2004
04:45 pm

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Let it be known..
Let it be fucking known, that I'm pretty much done with life.

I give up. Completely. I'm..done being the person that everyone 'loves'. I'm sick of having to live up to everyone elses expectations. I'm never ok. No matter what I say. There will always be something wrong.

I think I'm done with Western.

No. I am done with Western. There's no point in being there anymore. I'm gonna go to central. I'm done with Western. I can't stand it. What's the point of staying? Those who say they're my friend, aren't. I can name on one hand the names of the people I can trust anymore. Elizabeth, and Brad. Two fucking people.

I fucking hate everyone at Western. None of you helped me. I can't belive that I fell for your 'friendship' trap. It's horrible.

I'll be going to Central next year. If Not, then back to Western, for more torture.

I fucking hate this.

Do you think that I just woke up one day when I was little and said "Jeeze, I think for the rest of my life, I'll be fat and ugly!". Fuck, I sure didn't. Do you think I like being me? I don't. I hate being me. If I could I would kill myself. But I'm not about to. I'd rather be alive to save all those who 'care' about me the pain of seeing me dead. Although, I already am dead. I can't help it. I can't help me. But I can help you. Funny really.

But whatever. I dont even know why I'm telling you this.

Like you care, right?


What do I even mean to you?

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